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please
make
this
pain
go
away.
please
please
please
please.

i'd do anything.
no i wouldn't.
but i might do something.

i just wish i could be happy.
thought this was what i wanted. guess i was wrong.
i don't want to like anyone.
it hurts too much, too much jealousy, too much abandonment, too much fear, too much intensity.
i just want to be happy.
why won't someone make me happy for once....
 
 
 
 
 
 
lovely, what happened after i left? anything new, or is this in referance to last night?

my ring tone is katamari now.
thought that might make you smile.
it did.
and nothing new happened. i'm just an idiot.
but...but... you're MY idiot.

next time, neither of us are going back with boys, we're going back to your room and watching violent japanese movies, k?
yes, the boys can come with us if they want though. and we can tell them we plan on doing to them exactly what they do in the movies.
oh yes, oh oh yes.

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