please
make
this
pain
go
away.
please
please
please
please.
i'd do anything.
no i wouldn't.
but i might do something.
i just wish i could be happy.
thought this was what i wanted. guess i was wrong.
i don't want to like anyone.
it hurts too much, too much jealousy, too much abandonment, too much fear, too much intensity.
i just want to be happy.
why won't someone make me happy for once....